Something is off.
I’m constantly thinking about my family and friends back home. I miss them.
I’m at this pharmacy. I don’t want to even be here… yet there’s so many people that would kill for this opportunity.
I’m not having fun anymore. Spontaneous adventures seem gone.
I’m starting to have doubts. Doubts about my resiliency. Doubts about whether I’ll make it out of this pharmacy grind.
Normally I would be like… “This isn’t healthy. Try to think more positive”.
The truth is it’s fine to feel this way. There’s nothing wrong with it. I know I’ll snap out of it within a few days. But still it’s just a constant reminder of how I’m human too.
I’m going to play some more Chris Brown and Drake -_-